Monday, January 31 @ 1:43 AM

I can't sleep. I should be asleep. I have to be up in 4 hours. This is ridiculous.

I'm playing my guitar instead of sleeping.

I'm trying to learn some Leo Kottke. It's going to take about 1254720385720385 years.

That means he's good.

Good doesn't come close to describing him. I got to see him live once... he blew me away.

I wish there was something I could do for all of my friends who aren't feeling so great right now. I love you guys. Things will work out for you, I promise.

Um... I should go to bed. Tomorrow is going to be a bitch without much sleep.


- max





Sunday, January 30 @ 1:52 AM

Hide and Seek is sometimes creepy and sometimes very funny. Eh movie, but the company was good so it's cool.

Having a pretty good weekend sofar. I went to some parties on Friday with Grant and Lucas and while that's not normally my thing I have to say I had a lot of fun.

Started a new book!

Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman. He rocks

That's all for now. I have a big f'ing essay to do tomorrow.

peace


- max





Wednesday, January 26 @ 9:40 AM

I'm feeling good.

Want to know why?

Going to the gym and getting back in shape.

Having friends in my classes.

Getting to know Jodi.

My guitars.

My friends away messages.

Random Indians singing Eye of the Tiger... thanks leah!

My doggie is sick and that does not make me happy. Poor puppy

Other than that things are wonderful. Peace

- max





Monday, January 24 @ 4:06 PM

Weird day.

A plastic piece of my car has fallen off and I have no idea where it is.

My brothers car was backed into today and is quite f'ed up.

Other than that stuff things are great.

Hope everyone is doing well. See ya

- max





Sunday, January 23 @ 10:48 PM

i'm superhappy today

- max





Saturday, January 22 @ 10:43 PM

I hung out with Lucas and Grant last night, it was interesting in a kind of weird way. I mean, they're good guys and all, but it really showed me how different we all are now. I'm deffinatly not the same guy I was back in highschool when we all used to hang out and I have to say that I'm really glad. I think I'm actually growing up.

I saw Chris tonight. We went to Barnes... who would have thought? Anyway, it was very fun catching up with him and meeting his friend. She seemed very cool.

I'm kinda tired now so I think i'm gonna go to bed. See ya

- max





Wednesday, January 19 @ 1:59 PM

Oh my god the gym kicked my little girl ass.

It's cool though, the first day is always the worst.

Actually that's not true, tomorrow I'll be sore and that will be the worst.

Still, it's cool. I'm getting back in shape and it feels good.

I'm happy, I hope you are too.


- max





@ 1:24 AM

I had a meltdown today

I think everything that had been bothering me for the last year came out.

I kinda feel bad that I took it out on my mom, I mean she never really did anything wrong.

I drove around for a while tonight and thought about some things and I'm better for the most part.

Something as little as a random im from a friend really made the difference in my day though, thanks Jodi, you're wonderful.

Anyway, time to catch up on some things.

Peace

- max





Tuesday, January 18 @ 2:06 AM

ack!

I fell asleep on the couch

i'm woken up by someone yelling hey right behind me

I turn around and there's nobody there

totally creeped out now

- max





Monday, January 17 @ 1:43 AM

Didn't get to hang out with leah over the weekend. The poor kid is sick. That's not going to be a fun way to start the semester.

Spent an odd but enjoyable night by myself.

I had an adventure to barnes and a walk in the park all by myself.

Being the only person in the park at night with the wind blowing and making noises is a tad creepy. My mind started playing tricks on me, it was crazy. Fun though, can't complain.

I'm almost finished with American Gods... anyone want to reccomend a good book?

I just finished playing pool. I was far from sucky. It's too bad I can't play that well when Jarboe and I challange the girls, though I guess it wouldn't be as fun if someone actually won the games correctly.

I gotta do something about staying up this late. Really doesn't fit with the schedule I have.

and that's all i've got

peace

- max





Friday, January 14 @ 1:28 AM

School has been a little bit better than I thought it would be.

I have time to workout.

I have time to be soical.

My classes are easy.

Viking History is f'ing cool.

Having a class with someone I know rocks.

Overall good stuff going on around here.

I need to hangout with the devil before she goes away, I should probably call her.

Now I must do some homework.

"Hey, I caught you this delicious bass."

!

- max





Friday, January 7 @ 1:05 AM

Tonight included the following

Good food
Good friends
Really bad pool

What does that give me?

A good life.


- max





Thursday, January 6 @ 3:00 AM

My friends and I are total geeks.

I love it.

Chris is leaving today. He won't be here for the summer. Although there will be many roadtrips down to Nashville it's just not the same. I'm very glad that tonight went so well, espically since it will probably be the last time that we're all together for a while.

We're growing up.

It seems so silly.

I will be 20 soon. 20? 20!

Weird.

I bought hl2 today. It's everything steve and dave said and then some. I'd imagnie they will be kicking my tail on it fairly soon. It's all in fun though.

Why can't I be done with school right now?

Night.

- max





Tuesday, January 4 @ 11:39 PM

I had a great time in St. Louis with Matt. We had a lot of fun roaming around downtown even though it was completely empty. We played sega at his uncles how, rock on old school! The next day we hung around their house for a bit before we headed into the city so Matt could go to his interview. I kicked around Union Station for a bit before I met up with Steve and got some pizza. It was good getting to talk to him one on one for a bit, I have to say that he really is a good guy and I am glad that one of my best friends is with him. The drive home was kinda nasty with traffic and rain, but we made it though ok. I went to Denny's with Leah, Julie, and Staci and we had some fun. We also talked about the issue that I had previously blogged about. After talking it out I believe things will be alright. Next time I have an issue I should try to talk to the person before blogging about it and then heading out of town before they can say anything in their defense. I'm sorry I put you though that.

Long day
Night.

- max





Monday, January 3 @ 2:50 AM

Jarboe and I went to Chili's tonight for dinner and it was some pretty good stuff. Our waitress was having a terrible night so we were as nice as possible and I gave her an awesome tip. Jarboe and I came back here to shoot some pool for a bit and just relax. After talking to him for a little while I have chilled out a lot about last night. I'm still mad but not nearly as much as I was last night. I know some of you are wondering what the whole deal was. My issue lies with the female members of the "family" I will not be discussing it on here, but I will talk to you when Matt and I get back from St. Louis on Tuesday evening.

Talked to Jeni for a little bit today too, she rocks.

Night.

- max





Sunday, January 2 @ 1:48 AM

They apparently don't know me as well as I thought they did.

Getting close to five years now, who would have thought?

Can't say that I'm not dissappointed.

And for the love of god please no more talking behind my fucking back. We're adults here.

Thanks. Goodnight.

- max





Saturday, January 1 @ 2:49 PM

And so we're told that this is the golden age
And gold is the reason for the wars we wage
Though I want to be with you
Be with you night and day
Nothing changes on New Year's day


- max